My Love Story

Where to start, where to start?! I always have this squeezey feeling when I think about him, every time I reminisce the blissful moments with him. I never thought I would be falling like this, I completely fell for his love. I fell into his arm, literally.

It was a fine day when I bumped him. He was nobody and so am I. We're nobody. But since from the day, we became close and closer. I don't even know how, it happened naturally I guess. I didn't even try to get close to him because I'm friendly to everyone. I know I am. I don't know if he tried to get closer to me. If he did, I don't understand why. There's a lot of girls much prettier and better than me. Play me? That never cross in my head and I don't think he intended to play me. He wasn't like that.

Seth is a very nice guy. Suddenly we're together. To be honest, I wasn't in love when I was with him. I was with him because no one ever make me fell hard like he did. But after for a while, I have this feeling. A feeling that cannot be explained. I'm not even sure if it's love but it is unexplainable. From that moment, there's not one day I didn't think of him. But from that moment, everything fell apart. Tears everyday!

I couldn't help but crying. I couldn't help but mourning. Now that I think about it, that is stupid! And now, we're no longer together, the thought of him each day never stop. I would definitely deny it if you say I still love him because I don't and I won't give in that easy. Not again. We both been hurt and I don't want that to happen again, even that's the inevitable thing in romance. I just don't want to be hurt that bad again. I had a heartbreak and now I'm optimistic about love, yes I am. I've learned my lessons. I learned a lot of lessons in one romance.

Maybe I'm too optimistic that I couldn't open my heart for anyone else. As if my heart only opens for him.

Oh by the way, through my whirlwind romance, a lot of songs that inspired me to be strong. Songs from Taylor Swift, of course, Miley Cyrus, Demi Lovato and others. Their lyrics are just so inspiring! They helped me to be who I am now and I believe I am strong. At least strong enough to face the heartbreak.