So, if you're here because you were looking at my Twitter, which is @1AMFAK3, you'll know that I'll be off on 'vacation' around the world! Just hope I remember my password and username and email when I got back.
I know I can still sign in while I'm on 'vacation' but I prefer leaving all the accounts. That's just me. So, from Karachi to the Moscow and back to London.
I hope I can learn a lot about the culture and meet a lot of different people. Just hope I would be stopping by at any shop, possibly and must mall and museum, zoo and just every place that's interesting and have something to learn!
Really! I would love to see the world! Better get my camera ready! Anyway, see ya! I'll be flying now!
Tuesday, 15 May 2012
Saturday, 12 May 2012
10 Tips To Forget Someone You Love But Breaks Your Heart
Why you keep coming back? I know you didn't mean to get back with me. I know because I don't want to get back with you, even I still have feelings for you.
I wish you would stop but at the same time please don't. I don't understand why we fall apart when we're know we're both are still in love with one another.
I keep listening to music. Music about breakup but is it what I really want? Forget you? By having the lyrics in my head only makes the thought of you remains in my head. I can't forget you because you once mean something very special to me, and still but I forced myself to deny it.
I wish we could go back to the old days. But I know we could never see in the eyes in the same way like we used to.
Wish I never know you in the first place! But fate brought us together and the same time it stepped in our way to be together.
Anyway, here's tips on how forgetting someone that means a lot to you but break you heard:
1. Delete all his messages.
2. Delete his number.
3. Don't respond to him.
4. Don't let his sweetness got you.
5. Think that there's someone out there that can do much better.
6. That worth to fall.
7. Avoid thinking him in a day.
8. Avoid remembering the good times you had with him.
9. Simply stop imagining for better memory.
10. Stop wishing to go back to old days.
But these never work for me though. I've been like 3 years in deleting him from my heart and mind and memories but to no avail. It was an epic fail! I don't expect it works for you because if you have that strong feeling for him, it need more than you entire life time to forget him.
Love is complicated. And so denying the truth.
I wish you would stop but at the same time please don't. I don't understand why we fall apart when we're know we're both are still in love with one another.
I keep listening to music. Music about breakup but is it what I really want? Forget you? By having the lyrics in my head only makes the thought of you remains in my head. I can't forget you because you once mean something very special to me, and still but I forced myself to deny it.
I wish we could go back to the old days. But I know we could never see in the eyes in the same way like we used to.
Wish I never know you in the first place! But fate brought us together and the same time it stepped in our way to be together.
Anyway, here's tips on how forgetting someone that means a lot to you but break you heard:
1. Delete all his messages.
2. Delete his number.
3. Don't respond to him.
4. Don't let his sweetness got you.
5. Think that there's someone out there that can do much better.
6. That worth to fall.
7. Avoid thinking him in a day.
8. Avoid remembering the good times you had with him.
9. Simply stop imagining for better memory.
10. Stop wishing to go back to old days.
But these never work for me though. I've been like 3 years in deleting him from my heart and mind and memories but to no avail. It was an epic fail! I don't expect it works for you because if you have that strong feeling for him, it need more than you entire life time to forget him.
Love is complicated. And so denying the truth.
Friday, 11 May 2012
My Love Story
Where to start, where to start?! I always have this squeezey feeling when I think about him, every time I reminisce the blissful moments with him. I never thought I would be falling like this, I completely fell for his love. I fell into his arm, literally.
It was a fine day when I bumped him. He was nobody and so am I. We're nobody. But since from the day, we became close and closer. I don't even know how, it happened naturally I guess. I didn't even try to get close to him because I'm friendly to everyone. I know I am. I don't know if he tried to get closer to me. If he did, I don't understand why. There's a lot of girls much prettier and better than me. Play me? That never cross in my head and I don't think he intended to play me. He wasn't like that.
Seth is a very nice guy. Suddenly we're together. To be honest, I wasn't in love when I was with him. I was with him because no one ever make me fell hard like he did. But after for a while, I have this feeling. A feeling that cannot be explained. I'm not even sure if it's love but it is unexplainable. From that moment, there's not one day I didn't think of him. But from that moment, everything fell apart. Tears everyday!
I couldn't help but crying. I couldn't help but mourning. Now that I think about it, that is stupid! And now, we're no longer together, the thought of him each day never stop. I would definitely deny it if you say I still love him because I don't and I won't give in that easy. Not again. We both been hurt and I don't want that to happen again, even that's the inevitable thing in romance. I just don't want to be hurt that bad again. I had a heartbreak and now I'm optimistic about love, yes I am. I've learned my lessons. I learned a lot of lessons in one romance.
Maybe I'm too optimistic that I couldn't open my heart for anyone else. As if my heart only opens for him.
Oh by the way, through my whirlwind romance, a lot of songs that inspired me to be strong. Songs from Taylor Swift, of course, Miley Cyrus, Demi Lovato and others. Their lyrics are just so inspiring! They helped me to be who I am now and I believe I am strong. At least strong enough to face the heartbreak.
It was a fine day when I bumped him. He was nobody and so am I. We're nobody. But since from the day, we became close and closer. I don't even know how, it happened naturally I guess. I didn't even try to get close to him because I'm friendly to everyone. I know I am. I don't know if he tried to get closer to me. If he did, I don't understand why. There's a lot of girls much prettier and better than me. Play me? That never cross in my head and I don't think he intended to play me. He wasn't like that.
Seth is a very nice guy. Suddenly we're together. To be honest, I wasn't in love when I was with him. I was with him because no one ever make me fell hard like he did. But after for a while, I have this feeling. A feeling that cannot be explained. I'm not even sure if it's love but it is unexplainable. From that moment, there's not one day I didn't think of him. But from that moment, everything fell apart. Tears everyday!
I couldn't help but crying. I couldn't help but mourning. Now that I think about it, that is stupid! And now, we're no longer together, the thought of him each day never stop. I would definitely deny it if you say I still love him because I don't and I won't give in that easy. Not again. We both been hurt and I don't want that to happen again, even that's the inevitable thing in romance. I just don't want to be hurt that bad again. I had a heartbreak and now I'm optimistic about love, yes I am. I've learned my lessons. I learned a lot of lessons in one romance.
Maybe I'm too optimistic that I couldn't open my heart for anyone else. As if my heart only opens for him.
Oh by the way, through my whirlwind romance, a lot of songs that inspired me to be strong. Songs from Taylor Swift, of course, Miley Cyrus, Demi Lovato and others. Their lyrics are just so inspiring! They helped me to be who I am now and I believe I am strong. At least strong enough to face the heartbreak.
Thursday, 10 May 2012
A Short Letter For Mother's Day
On 13th May, I want to give you this but I know I wouldn't.
And mom, I know you don't read this and that is why I post this.
To the woman I called MOM.
Dearest mom,
And mom, I know you don't read this and that is why I post this.
To the woman I called MOM.
Dearest mom,
I know we're not close, we're not like others but know this mom, I love you. You are the number for me, you're the champion of all champion! I can never repay you with anything. I can't even pay one breath of yours when you were giving birth to me.
You are the strongest person, stronger than any wrestler. That's the truth! You are the shiny pearl that lights up the deep bottom of ocean.
I thank you for being there, I thank you for your nagging, I thank you for loving me. I am sorry for all of my mistakes, I am sorry for not loving you like you love me. I'm not a perfect daughter, I'm not a good daughter but I will always love you.
Sincerely,
Your Daughter.
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