So, if you're here because you were looking at my Twitter, which is @1AMFAK3, you'll know that I'll be off on 'vacation' around the world! Just hope I remember my password and username and email when I got back.
I know I can still sign in while I'm on 'vacation' but I prefer leaving all the accounts. That's just me. So, from Karachi to the Moscow and back to London.
I hope I can learn a lot about the culture and meet a lot of different people. Just hope I would be stopping by at any shop, possibly and must mall and museum, zoo and just every place that's interesting and have something to learn!
Really! I would love to see the world! Better get my camera ready! Anyway, see ya! I'll be flying now!
Tuesday, 15 May 2012
Saturday, 12 May 2012
10 Tips To Forget Someone You Love But Breaks Your Heart
Why you keep coming back? I know you didn't mean to get back with me. I know because I don't want to get back with you, even I still have feelings for you.
I wish you would stop but at the same time please don't. I don't understand why we fall apart when we're know we're both are still in love with one another.
I keep listening to music. Music about breakup but is it what I really want? Forget you? By having the lyrics in my head only makes the thought of you remains in my head. I can't forget you because you once mean something very special to me, and still but I forced myself to deny it.
I wish we could go back to the old days. But I know we could never see in the eyes in the same way like we used to.
Wish I never know you in the first place! But fate brought us together and the same time it stepped in our way to be together.
Anyway, here's tips on how forgetting someone that means a lot to you but break you heard:
1. Delete all his messages.
2. Delete his number.
3. Don't respond to him.
4. Don't let his sweetness got you.
5. Think that there's someone out there that can do much better.
6. That worth to fall.
7. Avoid thinking him in a day.
8. Avoid remembering the good times you had with him.
9. Simply stop imagining for better memory.
10. Stop wishing to go back to old days.
But these never work for me though. I've been like 3 years in deleting him from my heart and mind and memories but to no avail. It was an epic fail! I don't expect it works for you because if you have that strong feeling for him, it need more than you entire life time to forget him.
Love is complicated. And so denying the truth.
I wish you would stop but at the same time please don't. I don't understand why we fall apart when we're know we're both are still in love with one another.
I keep listening to music. Music about breakup but is it what I really want? Forget you? By having the lyrics in my head only makes the thought of you remains in my head. I can't forget you because you once mean something very special to me, and still but I forced myself to deny it.
I wish we could go back to the old days. But I know we could never see in the eyes in the same way like we used to.
Wish I never know you in the first place! But fate brought us together and the same time it stepped in our way to be together.
Anyway, here's tips on how forgetting someone that means a lot to you but break you heard:
1. Delete all his messages.
2. Delete his number.
3. Don't respond to him.
4. Don't let his sweetness got you.
5. Think that there's someone out there that can do much better.
6. That worth to fall.
7. Avoid thinking him in a day.
8. Avoid remembering the good times you had with him.
9. Simply stop imagining for better memory.
10. Stop wishing to go back to old days.
But these never work for me though. I've been like 3 years in deleting him from my heart and mind and memories but to no avail. It was an epic fail! I don't expect it works for you because if you have that strong feeling for him, it need more than you entire life time to forget him.
Love is complicated. And so denying the truth.
Friday, 11 May 2012
My Love Story
Where to start, where to start?! I always have this squeezey feeling when I think about him, every time I reminisce the blissful moments with him. I never thought I would be falling like this, I completely fell for his love. I fell into his arm, literally.
It was a fine day when I bumped him. He was nobody and so am I. We're nobody. But since from the day, we became close and closer. I don't even know how, it happened naturally I guess. I didn't even try to get close to him because I'm friendly to everyone. I know I am. I don't know if he tried to get closer to me. If he did, I don't understand why. There's a lot of girls much prettier and better than me. Play me? That never cross in my head and I don't think he intended to play me. He wasn't like that.
Seth is a very nice guy. Suddenly we're together. To be honest, I wasn't in love when I was with him. I was with him because no one ever make me fell hard like he did. But after for a while, I have this feeling. A feeling that cannot be explained. I'm not even sure if it's love but it is unexplainable. From that moment, there's not one day I didn't think of him. But from that moment, everything fell apart. Tears everyday!
I couldn't help but crying. I couldn't help but mourning. Now that I think about it, that is stupid! And now, we're no longer together, the thought of him each day never stop. I would definitely deny it if you say I still love him because I don't and I won't give in that easy. Not again. We both been hurt and I don't want that to happen again, even that's the inevitable thing in romance. I just don't want to be hurt that bad again. I had a heartbreak and now I'm optimistic about love, yes I am. I've learned my lessons. I learned a lot of lessons in one romance.
Maybe I'm too optimistic that I couldn't open my heart for anyone else. As if my heart only opens for him.
Oh by the way, through my whirlwind romance, a lot of songs that inspired me to be strong. Songs from Taylor Swift, of course, Miley Cyrus, Demi Lovato and others. Their lyrics are just so inspiring! They helped me to be who I am now and I believe I am strong. At least strong enough to face the heartbreak.
It was a fine day when I bumped him. He was nobody and so am I. We're nobody. But since from the day, we became close and closer. I don't even know how, it happened naturally I guess. I didn't even try to get close to him because I'm friendly to everyone. I know I am. I don't know if he tried to get closer to me. If he did, I don't understand why. There's a lot of girls much prettier and better than me. Play me? That never cross in my head and I don't think he intended to play me. He wasn't like that.
Seth is a very nice guy. Suddenly we're together. To be honest, I wasn't in love when I was with him. I was with him because no one ever make me fell hard like he did. But after for a while, I have this feeling. A feeling that cannot be explained. I'm not even sure if it's love but it is unexplainable. From that moment, there's not one day I didn't think of him. But from that moment, everything fell apart. Tears everyday!
I couldn't help but crying. I couldn't help but mourning. Now that I think about it, that is stupid! And now, we're no longer together, the thought of him each day never stop. I would definitely deny it if you say I still love him because I don't and I won't give in that easy. Not again. We both been hurt and I don't want that to happen again, even that's the inevitable thing in romance. I just don't want to be hurt that bad again. I had a heartbreak and now I'm optimistic about love, yes I am. I've learned my lessons. I learned a lot of lessons in one romance.
Maybe I'm too optimistic that I couldn't open my heart for anyone else. As if my heart only opens for him.
Oh by the way, through my whirlwind romance, a lot of songs that inspired me to be strong. Songs from Taylor Swift, of course, Miley Cyrus, Demi Lovato and others. Their lyrics are just so inspiring! They helped me to be who I am now and I believe I am strong. At least strong enough to face the heartbreak.
Thursday, 10 May 2012
A Short Letter For Mother's Day
On 13th May, I want to give you this but I know I wouldn't.
And mom, I know you don't read this and that is why I post this.
To the woman I called MOM.
Dearest mom,
And mom, I know you don't read this and that is why I post this.
To the woman I called MOM.
Dearest mom,
I know we're not close, we're not like others but know this mom, I love you. You are the number for me, you're the champion of all champion! I can never repay you with anything. I can't even pay one breath of yours when you were giving birth to me.
You are the strongest person, stronger than any wrestler. That's the truth! You are the shiny pearl that lights up the deep bottom of ocean.
I thank you for being there, I thank you for your nagging, I thank you for loving me. I am sorry for all of my mistakes, I am sorry for not loving you like you love me. I'm not a perfect daughter, I'm not a good daughter but I will always love you.
Sincerely,
Your Daughter.
Tuesday, 8 May 2012
Half Of My Heart
I wish I would stop thinking about him. Really I do! Even he's the thought that could make me smile but I still want to forget him. He's too good for me, I know there's a lot of girls out there that's so much better. He deserve way better girl.
Our relationship is hanging. Do you realize that? I know if I let my heart decide, I would be falling crazily deep in love with you but I've been hurt before, we both been hurt by ourselves. So, now I'm letting my brain to decide. And it decides to stop thinking about you but no matter how hard I tried, there's always something remind me about you, that always can relate to you even the truth nothing was related.
I denied my feeling but I couldn't help myself to feel 'that way'. You're too special and I don't know what makes you so special. I don't know if I can ever feel like this to anyone else. Honestly I wish I could because I really want to forget you because you're clouding up my mind with you sweetness but somehow I couldn't. As if I couldn't betray you when the truth we're not together.
Anyway, this is what I want to say but I somehow I couldn't. I miss you. So much. I really do.
Oh God! Please stop this feeling! I have other thing to focus. A lot of things! And those things really important for my future. Please help me. Amen.
So here it goes. You are the best thing that's ever been mine. Yes, you are.
I was enchanted to meet you. No doubt.
I see sparks fly whenever you smile. Absolutely. Always and still but I'm trying to avoid the sparks.
P/S: I know, none of the song from Half Of My Heart was in but I can relate it to the song. I can most definitely relate to its title.
Friday, 4 May 2012
The Story Of Us Was Meant For Us
Well, reminiscing is..it's beautiful. Well, here's a song called The Story Of Us by none other than, Taylor Swift. I know most people can easily relate to this song.
Here's how the story goes.
I believe there was invisible sparks flying around us when we first met. Afterward, people say we're lucky because we're meant to be. But we were falling apart.
Now that whenever I saw you, my heart raced. They used to see us sitting next to each other but not anymore. We both weren't on the same page anymore.
It was a simple complication but we made it complicated, I made it complicated, I'm sorry. I believe you're the one for me, the one that would treat me right but I guess I was wrong. I wish you knew how I wanted to be treat but that doesn't mean I want to change you for who you are. I just wanted to be treat right.
Now, in the crowd, we're not speaking. I was screaming inside as if that would make you noticed me but silence was just too loud. I did stupid things just to keep myself busy. Talking with my friends when they're not and pretending texting but it seemed neither both us can avoid from each other.
But the look in your eyes weren't the same like we used to see each other.
In the end, nothing between us can ever be fixed. What once we had so beautiful had gone will never come back. Now that I had this song stuck in my head, it somehow makes me feel better.
Here's how the story goes.
I believe there was invisible sparks flying around us when we first met. Afterward, people say we're lucky because we're meant to be. But we were falling apart.
Now that whenever I saw you, my heart raced. They used to see us sitting next to each other but not anymore. We both weren't on the same page anymore.
It was a simple complication but we made it complicated, I made it complicated, I'm sorry. I believe you're the one for me, the one that would treat me right but I guess I was wrong. I wish you knew how I wanted to be treat but that doesn't mean I want to change you for who you are. I just wanted to be treat right.
Now, in the crowd, we're not speaking. I was screaming inside as if that would make you noticed me but silence was just too loud. I did stupid things just to keep myself busy. Talking with my friends when they're not and pretending texting but it seemed neither both us can avoid from each other.
But the look in your eyes weren't the same like we used to see each other.
In the end, nothing between us can ever be fixed. What once we had so beautiful had gone will never come back. Now that I had this song stuck in my head, it somehow makes me feel better.
Wednesday, 2 May 2012
Warm Welcome For Everyone
Hi, I'm Hanna. To be honest that's not my real name but hope that we can still be friend. Anyway, I welcome everyone that visits my blogspot. So, here's my warm welcome for you. Keep reading and have a nice day!
You're Not Sorry. This is the 1st song I fell in love with. When I listened to it, I realized the song related to my situation. The lyrics was exactly how I wanted to say.
From the very first line, that's what I wanted to say, exactly what I felt.
'All this time I wasting hoping you would come around'. Yes, I was waiting for him to come, I was waiting for him to start because he has my faith believing that he is my gentleman. But turned out, no he wasn't the one.
'You had me falling for you...' exactly! He had me falling for him, he did shine so bright but then I watched him faded. Just like the lyrics goes on.
For girls, when one song relate to us deeply and emotionally touched, we would searched the singer and started becoming his/her fan. From there we'll know what other songs they sing. Then, guess what? We listened to them and somehow the songs relate too.
Anyway, Taylor Swift is a very inspirational and role model to me. I've heard about the Illuminati going on but one thing I couldn't deny and that is no doubt, she's gorgeous! Always been.
P/S: I only have less than 3 weeks to post because after that I would be very busy. I'm furthering my study this May :)
You're Not Sorry. This is the 1st song I fell in love with. When I listened to it, I realized the song related to my situation. The lyrics was exactly how I wanted to say.
From the very first line, that's what I wanted to say, exactly what I felt.
'All this time I wasting hoping you would come around'. Yes, I was waiting for him to come, I was waiting for him to start because he has my faith believing that he is my gentleman. But turned out, no he wasn't the one.
'You had me falling for you...' exactly! He had me falling for him, he did shine so bright but then I watched him faded. Just like the lyrics goes on.
For girls, when one song relate to us deeply and emotionally touched, we would searched the singer and started becoming his/her fan. From there we'll know what other songs they sing. Then, guess what? We listened to them and somehow the songs relate too.
Anyway, Taylor Swift is a very inspirational and role model to me. I've heard about the Illuminati going on but one thing I couldn't deny and that is no doubt, she's gorgeous! Always been.
P/S: I only have less than 3 weeks to post because after that I would be very busy. I'm furthering my study this May :)
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